Strange Relationship

There are no words left to say;
How broken and torn my heart is;
Life seems to just fade away;
Leaving my mind lonely and cold.

As I held the hands of the night;
I heard my restless soul cry;
I felt a drop of tear within;
My already wet eyes;
The clock of life ticks fast;
Making memories fade away;
And the world would never stop;
Mocking at me in awfully pathetic ways.

I wish, Oh Lord;
Life was an easier riddle to solve;
As the night closes down, I feel;
An achingly calm stir in mind.

My life is complete;
For passersby;
They say aloud;
"Oh, you have it all";
But I keep searching;
Here and there;
For what I miss;
The most in life.

There is no name;
For what we share;
It's not friendship;
It's not love.

What is it that still connects;
You and me on both the ends;
It's hard to define;
This feeling, strange;
A mixture of confusion and dismay;
All I know is;
Oh my dear;
We share a strange relationship.