When I look back

My love,
Now when I look back;
I see the remains of a broken life;
Scattered across the lonely room;
That you left long back.

My love,
The chandelier glows;
As a reminder that stirs;
Memories that haunt;
Emitting rays of despair.

My love,
You left a soul raped;
And brutally persecuted;
You made sure you left;
Drinking my last drop of blood.

My love,
Seduced by a mystery;
Forbidden to me;
I closed my eyes;
To all your beautiful lies.

My love,
It was a game so perfect;
Tailor made to suit your needs;
The moves were practiced;
Even before you actually started.

My love,
I wanted to scream;
And cry out loud;
But the voice that surfaced;
Never crossed my lips.

My love,
It choked me from within;
Sputtering on my dreams;
Like an angry, hungry demon;
It killed me from within.

My love,
As I gazed into the depths;
Of the dark, black sky;
I could see no star;
Not even a shred of light.

My love,
I let the darkness engulf;
My already wretched soul;
And I close my eyes forever;
With a smile on my agonised lips.